Who's being Blamed?

I am cold and prolly not going to make it for another 15 minutes in this ice cold water. it all happened so fast i dont even know how it happened. They said it was the unsinkable ship. I wonder how it happened. I can now tell you that we hit an iceberg. It was possiable to miss it to but the stupid captain Smith was trying to beat a world record and sunk us. He didnt even tell the passanges that they had hit an iceberg and were sinking. My sister made it to one of the life boats and was safe and sound. She wont have a brother anymore and i hope she makes it alright in life because i wont be there for her. It is so hard to think about forgiving him for his mistakes. i will forgive him though he went down with the ship just like many men did like me and few survived. its so cold, and dark...........